Halo again

It's been 2 years, since my last story, that was very dramatically
I lost 2years story of my life, but it's okay.
Let's make be fast to tell all my story that I almost lost.
Hmm, since my last story I post, bit love dumb story about him, shortly that's not really nice and I was forgotten my felt with him.
Next after him, I really feel suck with love, and I lazy to talk about love.
Than, I ever close with some one who i like at the first time, he's perfect at the time, he great in music, have ambition to be successful person, with his business (founder of some EO) .
We ever hang out on several time, but the situation is always went he broke up with his girlfriend, but then he back with ex.girlfriend. he ever said that he like me, but I think that's not for serious thing. haha. Till now, his Girlfriend so jealousy with me. So bla bla bla. I feel like so fool

After that, for bit long time, I'm lazy again to talk about love. But then, I feel that I should move from my problem and face all with struggle.
I try to open my heart for all, I mean not just who the same with me (relegion).
There is some one that so attracion   for me, he is so tall, calm, look so wise, he's from hotel sector on my major. You know we are different, we ever hang out for maybe 3times and the suck things is at the time i close with another person, but I'm not have a feel yet.
Okay I continue, he ever gift me a flower bouquet, that's so sweet right. That was my first flower bouquet, which love letter inside and send by un paid Gojek that make my sister very angry and make my mood down. He ever ask me to be his girlfriend, but I rejected coz I can't have serious relationship in different relegion, and he's easily to understand. Actually, I'm bit sad, but I realize that we can't together. And.. my life going on..
I forget what I feel that time.

And now, I'm together with whom I hardly rejected on my heart in the begining, coz first, we are different,  second, we are different, and the tird we are different, but some other side, I feel .........
It's to be continued 😂😂

Lagi-lagi

Kenapa harus lagi-lagi kayak gini? 

Harus melupakan ketika kau minta aku untuk simpan sayang itu? 

Kenapa harus lagi-lagi aku hrus brusaha bangkit dari kebodohanku sendiri. 

Harusnya emang aku ga boleh pake hati. 

Itu kenapa aku takut jatuh cinta, aku takut kalo harus melupakan. 

Melupakan orang yang buat aku jatuh cinta. 

Kamu sukses buat aku sebel sama kamu dan caramu. 

Makasih lho ya,kalo kamu tau rasanya itu kayak di tampar dan di bangunin dari khayalan.. 

Dan sekarang aku harus bangkit lagi untuk menetap masa depanku sendiri.. 

New Chapter

Hari demi hari penuh dengan mimpi  dan tda tanya seketika dibuyarkan dengan sebuah kenyataan yg tlah membuatku merasa nyaman.
Kau yng mengawali hariku dengan sapaan manis dan hangat.
Kau mengisi hariku dengan perhatianmu yg mebuatku mengaharapkannya tiap hari.
Kau pula yng mengakhiri hriku dengan selalu mengingatkanku untuk lekas tidur.
Kau buat hariku menjadi lebih cerah, mmbuatku menjadi seorang yang lebih berarti.
Bersamamu, aku merasa menjadi wanita beruntung.
Bersamamu, waktu menjadi lbih berarti.
Kau sadarkan aku dari cinta semu yg tak berbalas.
Kau berhasil membuatku merasakan indahnya cinta.
Namun kau pilih untuk pergi menjauh, kau bilang kau tak mampu untuk mnjagaku,
Meskipun kau berharap mungkin akulah jodohmu.
Sedih rsanya kau ptuskan untuk pergi mjauh, namun apa daya ku tak dapat yakinkanmu tuk tetap tinggal.
Aku mnunggumu disini, menjaga hati hingga kau kembali :))

I Miss U

Dear: You

Hei.. how are you?
I hope you'll always fine.
yah i can see. :) 

Hei, you don't you remember that it almost a year,
a year we break up.
i really really miss you boy.

i always hope you came back
 to say that you love me to.

wherever and whenever i go
your shadow always in my step

hold your hand again, will i ?
if i have a chance, i will hug and hold you 
till forever.
and i'll say "don't let me go again,
because i love you"

I love you, i miss you 
Aguesta.

Cuap tentang Mimpi

Ngomongin soal mimpi.
Banyak banget yang ada diotakku,
akhir-akhir ini lagi ngebet banget punya cita-cita jadi Pramugari.
Secara Pramugari bakal terbang kemana-mana gratis,
Soal salery juga lumayan sih baut cicil mobil ma rumah sendiri.

Gaji sih ga diraguin lagi, tapi resikonya gede juga..
Apalagi lagi kabar MH-370 yang sampe sekarang ga ada kabarnya.
Rencana sih kalo emang Tuhan ngijin, abis graduating, lako ada recruitment
pengen banget ikut. Tapi kok, masalahnya mentok di tinggi badan lagi.
punya tinggi badan standart orang Indonesia sih..

Hidup Ini

Apa sih yang kita cari dalam hidup ini?
ini mulai terasa menjenuhkan..
ketika semua harapan berlawanan dengan kenyataan yang ada.
ketika impian hilang di depan mata karena masalah materi..

Terasa sanggat berbeda ketika di hadapkan dengan kenyataan,
Berbeda pula ketika di hadapkan pada impian.
Ada yang dengan mudahnya mencapai semua itu.
Ada juga yang setengah meti mencapainya tapi akhirnya jatuh lagi.

Tiap orang punya perannya masing-masing.
Mungkin suatu hari nanti akan ada jawabannya..

Friends Never Die

Together Every Where..

I love U Guys forever...
I miss U..